Tuesday, July 1, 2014

May 19, 2014~ "I can't see anything to love."


Good morning America!  Here's an Okie classic for you that happened this week.  We were visiting with a recent convert, and during our conversation we were talking about Christ's life and his ministry.  In the middle of our conversation, our recent convert said "and you see, that's just wrong! That's what Christ did to Jesus!"  #Trinityfail.  It's safe to say that there's some confusion to clear up.  It's also safe to that I had a hard time trying not to bust up laughing when she said that.  

Yayyy for Austin's graduation though!!  That's super exciting! That was a really neat poem/quote you shared too Aust. "I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul!"  Love it. And what's this rumor I hear about a trip to California?  Fun fun! Well shoot this week.  Lot's happened.  There were many fiery darts and shafts in the whirlwind flung my way as well. Small example to illustrate that point, we were talking with a guy on the street and during a few minutes of a conversation he wouldn't look us in the eye.  It wasn't a "I'm scared to talk to you" but rather a "I'd rather look at dirt than you" type deal. Haha and it's happened before and it'll happen again, no big deal.  But this time my guard was down and I let it get under my skin.  So the new battle to fight now is not giving in to the "well heck I don't care anymore I'm done with this" attitude.  Because in the words of my Samoan friend Elder Tommy "aint nobody got time for that!"

This week we were able to set 2 baptismal dates with Robin and Michelle, the couple I was telling you about on Mother's day.  To be honest we're not sure about Robin's desires, we think he's more interested in becoming converted to the gospel of Michelle rather than the Gospel of Christ, however we have high hopes for Michelle!  This week we also had the special opportunity to volunteer for the Special Olympics!  Apparently it's always held in Stillwater and it's the big deal here.  My biggest regret was that I forgot to bring my camera!  It was a definite moment to remember though.  We also were able to do some service and chop some wood this week for the first time.  Pictures to come.  Sad to say, after the experience, I felt like my man card needed to be revoked.  Haha if only you could've been there.  So Pops, you should get some wood, and axe, and a chopping block in the back yard, so we can practice chopping wood.


1. Chopping wood. Here I go mid swing! 
Yes, I could have better form, I know... haha


2. #teamwork myself and Elder Whitehead.




Scripture thought and experience of the week:  Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. vs 6.  In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths."   I was on exchanges this weekend with one of our DL's.  At the end of each exchange, we do what's called an exchange report, to help ourselves focus on a goal that we want to work on or a skill/attribute that we want to obtain.  Throughout our conversation and exchange noticed some things about this elder.  He is a great missionary and I've served around him for 6 months of my mission.  Whenever he did something good or someone complimented him however he would disregard it and then proceed to point out a fault or weakness of his.  As we were talking I had the thought "I wonder if he loves himself?"  It thought that was an odd thought to have but it lingered, so I told him, "Elder, I've never asked someone this before, and you don't have to answer this. But think to yourself.  Do you love yourself?"  There was a pause as he thought, and I fully intended for the conversation to continue.  This elder answered the question though, and said "No, I don't think I do.  I can't see anything to love."  I was taken aback by his answer, but tried not to show it.  He then asked, "Elder Traasdahl, how do you learn to love yourself?"  How would you answer that?  Haha because in the moment it was on my shoulders to answer!  And I knew that this was a serious and real concern.  Prov 3:5-6 came to my mind, and I said a serious prayer.  I said "Heavenly Father, I'm calling one in for the team.  Let me know what to say to help this elder out!"  I trusted in the Lord and fam I'm tellin you what, he directed my path.  

What came out of that conversation was a daily 6 step process that this elder needs to take to learn to love himself.  After looking at it I thought to myself "wow, I never would've been able to come up with this on my own.  Ever."  Alma 26:12 at the beginning of my mission became one of my favorite scriptures and continues to be.  I know that we all are nothing, yet I know that in the strength of the Lord we can do ALL things!  Be it help a member of our ward gain a testimony, serving a fellow deacon, taking the MCAT :), helping a comp, and on and on.  My testimony continues to be strengthened through the daily experiences of living the gospel and keeping the commandments.  I love you all so much and thank you so much for you support and love!


Elder Traasdahl


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